Monday, June 23, 2008
self esteeem
i hate this. the ideal body now a days i don't even see. people aren't really stick thin and toned. they're thick and flabby. im having such self esteem issues and its so gay. this girl in my dance class is absolutely gorgeous and she's bigger than me. today i saw a girl at the pool who was so tiny and i just want to look like her. ive thought of every weight loss/toning possibility. seriously all of this makes me so insecure. i just want to go eat cereal or an oreo or something but i wont let myself. sorry im rambling but my mind is on over drive. shit.
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I totally agree with you> ppl are not made stick thin and toned. It does take a lot of work to be fit, and to stick that way (i'm not perfect either- but I've learned to love my curves and accent my best features lol). In terms of insecurity, if it truly is regarding weight> put your mind to it and reach your goal (..and enjoy the exercise! do something you like> a bike ride or a swim in the lake?). What is important is that you feel good about yourself- reach your level of comfort- not someone else's. P.S- don't envy the tiny girl, cuz she probably envies you.
We're all beautiful in our own unique ways =) Keep smiling!
Cheers!
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